The history of it

Hi..

Let us continue yaaa..

After get married for 1 year, we decided to seek advice from the doctor.we didn't go direct for specialist but klinik utk kaum hawa, Klinik Suraya at Shah Alam. We met Dr. Normaliza..muda,cantik & pandai bergaya.lagak gaya mcm bukan doktor pun ada!hehe.but she was very nice and again sama kan i macam muka pelakon popular...haha..tipikal!

The day we met her, she adviced me to do pap smear test.but since i was at the end of my period so takleh buat.but she did scanned my tummy and detect mcm ada kantung.i was like whattt??she asked me to do the upt test and of course lah negatif kan?then she asked to come the week after..if possible then can do the pap smear test.

A week after, i already bersih and bersama.i went to the clinic again and did the same procedure.time tuh macam ada keluar darah sikit.after buat upt test..she said -ve.kitorang tgk together time tuh.saya pun mcm blur and boleh agak negatif sbb lum sampai waktu subur pun kan.but tibe2 she said...eh,macam ada double line nih tp blur sket.saya macam terpinga2..en asben oso.then dia advice dtg lg after seminggu..time kuar dr bilik doktor pun still terpinga2.seriously,time tu mcm takde perasaan..blur je.macam tak percaya.

tomorrow morning tuh saya buat upt test lg,kali nih more clearer.this time baru saya n en asben percaya.but since mcm ada bleeding sket so we went to KPMC.unfortunately doktor yg bertugas was doktor llaki muda yang takleh advice anything and set kan appointment dgn pakar for us.since on that day ktorg dh plan nk bercuti,so tros jela g..sementara nk tgu hari appointment.tp ati nih x sabar coz still bleeding (even though x banyak sgt) so we shortened our vacation,blk and find any specialist at our area..found TMC.

alhamdulillah..ada tapi doktor lelaki cina.after interview ngan staff nurse dia,doktor cek.tros cek through 'V'.tp dia kata x nmpak ape2..kosong.so then br dia srh wat upt..mcm pelik sket procedure dia.show +ve.so he's confirmed yang saya pregnant cume it's too early so dia srh dtg lg next week tuh utk cek lg skl.kuar tuh br kitorang terkinja2 happy sambil nangis2.mmg sungguh x sangka..bersyukur sgt.but then still ada bleeding.

sementara wait for next appointment,balik kampung semua.then start la morning sickness, sembelit sume.but ada satu malam ahad tuh suddenly rasa mcm cramp sgt..baring sume x jalan..sampai abis en asben kena marah..sori!dh minum air zamzam,semayang..time basuh pinggan tiba2 rasa 'PLUP' kt bawah tuh.hati dh x sedap..nangis2 kt en asben sbb rs mcm dh gugur.cepat2 jumpa doktor..tp doktor biasa je.dia kata it's normal..jgn risau2 sgt.br rasa lega sket.siap mcm marah2 lg..dia xtau ke kite tengah risau!!!

esok nya,g opis terasa sakit2 pinggang..lenguh sampai rs takleh duduk.g klinik suraya & they give me 1 week mc n ubat kuat rahim.rasa selesa sbnr nye g klinik suraya sbb confirm semua doktor perempuan.sampai appointment specialist still sama..rahim kosong.day by day and do every test semua,with all tears n pain lastly resulted that the baby tak menjadi.consider as failing pregnancy.

sedih..tak terucap.Allah pinjam kan nikmat tuh sekejap sgt rasa nya.tp alhamdulillah..Allah bagi kemudahan untuk melalui nya.tiada seksaan sakit dan jiwa kami pulih dgn cepat.

sesungguh nya apa yg terjadi ada hikmah-Nya..

Wallahuahlam..