Update# Week 22

Assalamua'laikum..

Alhamdulillah..esok kandungan saya bakal masuk 22 minggu.Dalam seminggu nih baby sangat2 aktif..especially bila malam.mcm berkungfu dia kt dlm tuh.saya start rasa the quickening masa week 18 kalau tak silap but very mild la.that time,saya pun tak pasti is it my baby atau angin perot!hahaha.but later it become stronger and stronger.now,saya dah tak rasa like ketok2 perot..sometimes i can feel the harsh movement sampai sakit pun ada.ada sekali tuh saya balik,sampai sana dlm 2 pagi pun dia still lum tido.terkulat2 mama nya  nak paksa diri utk tidur.kadang2 saya tertanya..is it normal?tak mcm terlalu awal ke utk rasa mcm tuh..but the good thing is now i can monitor my baby daily,not monthly (by check-up) anymore.if pagi2 saya dh rasa dia ketuk2 atau move, then i know in sya Allah my baby is doing good in there.

Pejam celik,pejam celik dah 5 bulan stgh saya mengharung segala pahit manis sebagai ibu mengandung.rasa tak percaya,pelik sume ada la.if ada org sarankan untuk mula bonding/communicate waktu awl pregnancy,tp saya tidak..saya rasa mcm pelik.entah..kadang2 je saya akan bercakap ngan baby.usap perot like kita usap baby memang selalu tp bercakap memang jarang.kesian anak saya kan..dlu bukan main nk anak tp dh dpt (in sya Allah) saya jadi mcm nih plak.nampak mcm tak appreciate,but it's not..saya just tak reti/ rasa awkward.i'm sorry baby..

In term of kesihatan, on off..kadang2 ok.kadang2 x.morning sickness already went away but time gosok gigi tuh kadang2 meloya lbh sket.tgh mlm isnin yang lepas saya muntah terok.almost 10 times saya muntah yg heavy a.k.a all benda saya mkn that day keluar.bile cek ngan GP,he diagnosed me ada infection kt saluran kencing.i'm aware that preggy mom senang dpt infection,ditambah plak if ada masalah white discharge.but i thought tak serius.hasilnya,semlm saya mc..dan hari ni bahagian belakang badan saya (not pinggang,atas sikit dr pinggang) sakit, i guess it's because of my body terover react masa muntah2 tuh.and my appetite is increasing badly!haha.during my 20weeks check-up,i've additional 1kg extra..adoiyaii..now asyik rs nk mengunyah je.they said it's normal but ofkos i'm worried.nih baru 5 bulan..i've 4 months to go tauu..

Barang baby kitorang dh start beli sikit2.first during pureen clearance sale end aug hari tuh.my PIL mmg tak bagi beli awl, they're konservatif sket but we're rational..sbb i can't consume all money in one time.lgpun if nk tunggu 7-8 bulan,that time saya dah tak bekerja.so saya takut nk membeli when i don't have stable income.. in the end saya takut last2 saya tak membeli langsung.kesian my baby.it's not i want lavish things,but benda2 keperluan tuh kena la ada kan..so saya beli berdikit2.there are so many things in my head now coz i have unclear direction as of now due to my career problem.we're still thinking of tempat utk saya deliver baby (i'll post on this later),plan utk taska after confinement and most probably after deliver,our new house pun siap.my husband ask me to not worry but mana bolehkan..ofkos la saya terfikir2.

Pasal kerja..ermmm..saya hanya menunggu awl bln 10 to put my resign letter.saya mintak transfer department lain pun dia tak kasi.so my last day working here will be end of nov.saya pun dah malas nk kerja kt cnih..xde hati dah.in sya Allah..Allah tunjukkan jalan rezeki yg lain.mudah2..amin!

last but not least..here is my baby bump..ade org kate besar sgt,ade org kate comel kecik je.mane2 jela..:)

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p/s: Again,i'm sorry if any of u doesn't like/ feel comfortable with my post now.if u do, u can unfollow my blog..no heart feeling.

Thanks for your support!