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Quick update..

failed again...musnah harapan kami husband and wife kali nih!CD30 saya period.saya jangka kan dalam next weel.x sangka cepat plak..hasil dr clomid.terkejut betul saya..dh la husband tiada di sisi..sesungguhnya saya memang kecewa yang amat sangat.perasaan nye seolah2 sama ketika saya miscarriage dlu.setitik-2 mata sempat turun ketika saya inform husband through gchat.malu la nk menangis kt opis.tp sampai rumah..hati saya jadi mcm nk pecah.saya menangis semahu2nya sorang2..ditemani kain pelekat husband (husband mmg selalu tglkan any last pakaian utk dijadikan pengubat rindu saya).lpas tuh baru saya rasa lega..how i wish my hub blk malaysia cepat2!:(

so back to fresh again.mlm nih akan start makan clomid and akan call klinik hamid arshat for appointment.start smlm mcm undecided balik whether proceed tros with iui or not.iui dlu atau hsg dlu?what do u think?

last few days Groupon ada wat Promo Philip Avent punye botol susu.at 1st i ignore je..but then suddenly my husband informed me about it (he assumed saya x aware about the promo).so yesterday i asked him..what's his purpose?is it he want to propose it to my sister or wat..he said he wants to buy it for us.i like...what?speechless sgt2.selama nih saya jela mcm terover beria sikit kalo psl beli menda2 nih especially when it comes to psl baby.but yg nih..dia yg proposed,it's unbelievable!he said..murah and dia kan stingy sket!hahaha.so,saya akan tgk balik offer tuh today..and buy it if ok.well,benda blh thn lama..if xde tanda2 lgsg then we can give it to somebody else.

ok...got to go back to work.quick update la sgt kan!i've so many things on my plate right now..Ya Allah..permudahkan la urusan kami.camne nk pregnant kalo stress camniii...

daaaa...